Bismillahirahmanirrahim...
starting this sem with a little doubt..as i'm the only sister in class..ya..really..
this morning,i try to be positive. i step into class as nobody in class.i'm waiting for lecturer..then,brothers keep coming.i didnt feel nervous or scary at all bcoz i already know all the brothers.yet,they are the same brothers during short sem.
lecturer is coming and we taaruf as usual.what cn i said tht,this lecturer "sgt bekeng"..from her face and her talk prove my theory.
return from class, fh has waiting me.we had planned to met after our class finish. i went to engine department to consult an Academic Advisor (AA).i was told tht they are already opened the counter for Add and Drop session at AMF Hall. i went there and there was a lot of people 'Q'ing everywhere..and i decide to give up.
i headed to Student Development Department (SDD) to received my offer later and fill up couple forms. ya..the night before i was informed tht i gonna be fasilitator for study circle this sem (jd naqibah usrah la).
after tht, i took my brunch (breakfast+lunch) with fh, ni and tas.i listen to fh story as she also the only sister in her class but her story was happy story while i'm not.suddenly , i back to my room as my tears rooling down..
i'm not strong enough to be an engineer.i'm cry on first day.and here i'm, laying on the bed,waiting for next class by 4pm.again, i'm the only sister in class..(T-T)
starting this sem with a little doubt..as i'm the only sister in class..ya..really..
this morning,i try to be positive. i step into class as nobody in class.i'm waiting for lecturer..then,brothers keep coming.i didnt feel nervous or scary at all bcoz i already know all the brothers.yet,they are the same brothers during short sem.
lecturer is coming and we taaruf as usual.what cn i said tht,this lecturer "sgt bekeng"..from her face and her talk prove my theory.
return from class, fh has waiting me.we had planned to met after our class finish. i went to engine department to consult an Academic Advisor (AA).i was told tht they are already opened the counter for Add and Drop session at AMF Hall. i went there and there was a lot of people 'Q'ing everywhere..and i decide to give up.
i headed to Student Development Department (SDD) to received my offer later and fill up couple forms. ya..the night before i was informed tht i gonna be fasilitator for study circle this sem (jd naqibah usrah la).
after tht, i took my brunch (breakfast+lunch) with fh, ni and tas.i listen to fh story as she also the only sister in her class but her story was happy story while i'm not.suddenly , i back to my room as my tears rooling down..
i'm not strong enough to be an engineer.i'm cry on first day.and here i'm, laying on the bed,waiting for next class by 4pm.again, i'm the only sister in class..(T-T)
2 comments:
semoga Allah bg kekuatan..
ok,mmg akak bkn kt tmpat awk.dan klu akk jd awk pun akk xkuat.
tp do your best. jaga akhlak dan fokus study.
yg lain2 tu bir je..asal the guys xganggu hidup awk sudah..
tenx k.melly..brothers mmg x kacau tp tekanan emosi sbb keseorgn dlm kelas...cmne ntah nk harungi lab experimen n grup task...
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