hidup ini satu pjuangan

bismillahirahmanirahim~

lewat nie byk perkara yg sering bmain di kepala..antara tuntutan belajar,quran,tugas n masyarakt...ya kpd masyarakat.spanjang short sem ini,diri ini bkesempatan n diberi pluang utk bkhidmat kpd masyarakt.namun buknlh dlm konteks yg besar.secara khususnya kpd masyrakt uia snd.mmandangkn jadual tuk short sem nie sgt  lapang..i mean sehari satu kelas je dlm 2-3 jam.belajar fz plak..mmg tjuk yg mjadi kesukaan since mts lg..so,its all begin bile sorg mdm ni minta ajar anak dye mngaji.dgn hati terbuka,diri ini mberi psetujuan.ajar mngaji bkn lah satu yg ganjil krn dari dulu lg sering tolong ibu tercinta mngajar ank jiran mngaji....then,another day,sorg lg mdm melamar suh ajr ank dye bm n math..bdak sekolah rendah..sekali lg diri ini mmberi psetujuan.bile fikir balik,x sempat nk catch-up 2 madah.so, i give to my roomate to teach math and i took bm..mula2 igt senang nk ajar bm..rupa2 baru tau...susah jgak nk ajar..lbih2 lg budak zaman sekarang yg byk terdedah dgn IT n kurang pbacaan.baru sedar peranan ibubapa sgt penting dlm mbentuk ank bkn skadar lepas tgn terhadap guru..namun bkn lah tujuan nk salahkn mdm ni..mdm ni sgt bz...maybe tht's her way.

next,di request lg tuk ajar arab..again tuk bdak skolah rendah..yg ni berani la..klu spm pyer x jamin r..padanlah dpt B time spm aitu..mmg kawan2 pon tkejut bile bg tau BAT dpt B..hehe..biarkn..let by gone be by gone..ok..skrang jadual full..another request lg dr seorg sahabat yg ingin di tahsin bacaan qurannyerr..betapa besarnye t/jawab walhal diri sendiri pon x btol lg tajwid n makhraj..akhirnye ku pujukkn hati ini..anggap semua ini mjadi saham di akhirat kelak...minngu ini plak diberi kesempatan krn dilantik mjadi ajk sebuah talk anjuaran perkim cfs.Allah telah mgerakkn hatiku untuk memilih perkim sbg aktiviti ko-ku swaktu awal sem 1.Allah jua yg mgaturkn bhw aku di letakkn di bawah unit dakwah n tarbiyah (DnT).

Alhamdullilah.talk yg selesai smlm sedikt sebanyak menambahkn ilmu sambil mmantap akidah.juga mngajr agar kita mhargai nilai iman n islam serta bsyukur dlahirkn sbg muslim...pjlann liku pceramh sblm memasuki islam.terkesima btapa die berusaha mngkaji Hindu,Buddha,Kristian n Islam..akhirnya krn kajian serta hidayah dr Allah,beliau mjadi muslim malh s'org pdakwah sepenuh masa..setiap inci dalil dlm quran,beliau igt..Allahu Rabbi..jahilnya diri ni..

mgkn isi kandungan ceramahnye akn di tulis pd entri akn dtg..

sebentar td baru sahaj mghayti video pjalan hidup seorg daie muslimah..Prof Dr Muhaya..bolehkah diri ini mjadi spt nya..dan aku mula bfikir..betul ke aku ingin mjadi seorang engineer.atau sekadar mmenuhi impian k2 ibubapaku...mmg ia mjadi cita2 ku sejak mts lg..nmun memikirkn cabaran akn datang..MAMPUKAH AKU??


a little motivation~

Wallahualam..


notes:-

1.thinking to change my course again
2.sape loyal lemon ye..hope he/she cn introduce him/herself..huhu

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the day i'll never 4get

there such  a long time tht i'm not meet my high school fren...since i took my spm's result n i just leave..almost 8 month perhaps...

so,the story begin when my dearest fren,Siti khadijah Norzu sent me a msg..

"salam.jom pegi mid ahad ni nk?"

n i just reply of course..n i thinking  with who i want to go..luckily,after a long planning,Dbah wish to stay in a night wif me at ZC (opsss..squating..lalala)..

20 November 2011

Adibah n I start our day wif a little walk around CFSIIUM..then having a breakfast tht i bought from UKC cafe (cafe ZC tutup..pelik tol)..

so,kteorg pon bersiap2 la..about 10 am..kteorg pon bjalan ke gate tuk mnuggu bas..again luckily,bus are waiting for us..huhu..dlm hati ni xcitednye nk jumpe dyeorg..rase cam lmbt je bas ni..

finally, we arived at MID VALLEY MEGAMALL.as promised,kteorg gathered kt MPH Bookstores..Ya Allah,tharu nye dapat jumpe kwn2 yg sgt dirindui..Siti Khadijah Norzu,K.Atiqah Amanina,Fatin Siti and Afifah Rosli..still waiting for Lly Omar..

then,melilau la lam MPH tue..mmg rmbang mata tgk buku..mcm nk beli sume..tp duit xde+elaun x masuk 2k short sem..so,beli satu je lah..

K.tiq and fatin siti mborong sampai rm 100 lbey smata2 nk wat mmber card free..while waiting k.tiq n fatin siti,kteorg pon snap r gmbr kenangn dpn mph..

ok..lunch time..we dicided to get our lunch at PizzaHut..da nak abes makan,baru LIYANA OMAR mmunculkn diri nye..nseb bek ade lg pizza lbey..klu x, maunye mngamuk bdak ni..huhu

and...si Afifah pon teringin nk msuk JJ..kteorg pon moved la ke JJ..smpi je kt floor Ladies World..emm..sume da jd x keruan..mane x nyer..tgh sale..murah bgt dong...lpas satu part dyeorg gi..at first,i dont buy anything bcoz i always came to JJ wif my family..buy clothes..so, rase cam biase je la...garu kpl tgk dyeorg beli baju..perempuan la katakn...hihi..last2 jumpe gak bende nk beli..hrga yg RM70 dpt diskaun 70%..jd RM 17.70 je..so,i grab tht one only..

hurmm..duk dlm JJ ni 2 jam x cukup..so,kteorg stop pegi solat zohor..after tht yana sambung lg beli baju..ape ntah yg dye cari coz k.tiq , ppah n me already went downstair ..heading to BIG APPLE..amboi borong sakan lak k.tiq kt cni...penat sgt..smpi ppah n me just sit down and wait for others..

and time seems going very fast..and without realize,almost 3pm..(malam ni ade kuiz fizik..x study lg..aisey..)

and the moment very sad to let go my fren back to their college..i've to accept tht we 've our rensposibility to continue our study kat tempat masing2..so,ape lg..snap la byak..wat kenagn..

and we hug each other wif very sad feeling especially wih djah norzu..very sad..indeed....

adibah and i continue our journey back to cfs as dbah left all her things in my room..

                                        dbah still cn smile after very tired day...huhu..

after tht,is a time i say god bye to dbah..as she will return to PASUM..

tenx a lot guys for tht happy moment..miz u so soon...hope we cn meet again..

"A true freinds never say GOOD BYE"..insyaAllah ukhuwah fillah till jannah~

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semester 1

alhadulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah...finally sem 1 is over...

~malay version la,bez ckit~

sbnr nya da lame sem 1 abes..hmpir sebulan bcuti b4 masuk short sem ni..(ikut study plan.kene amek short sem)...namun d sebabkn malas nk update blog + xde internet.

ok,rzak da pon kuar dan alhamdulillah.my cgpa not bad la....3._ _..huhu..but,still not complete coz i've to re-do math paper..sume student yg amek math kene..mula2 mmg frust la kene redo balek coz da bhempas pulas jwb.rase cam confdent lar..dpt A..namun..pasti aade hikmah kn?..

x sangka plak sem 1 b'akhir dgn cepat..rase ari tu cam baru lg bkenalan ngn my only girl classmate; halimatu sadhiah...n the rest is brothers...rse x caye plak bole go through all the hardship during tht sem wif all brothers yg "_____" and amek 6 subjek...ala kulli hal..alhamdullilah.

                                                                   Halimatu Sadhiah



and most special about my grup;grup 170 .we got two foreigner lecturer..i mean bkn dr mesia la tp muslim la...1st is Sir Zahir Hanouf from Algeria..ajar math...mula2 x brape faham dye ckp sbb slang bi dye cam pelik ckit tp lame2 biase...and by hook or by crook mmg kene speaking bile nak tanye solution..klu x.smpi sudh kte x phm kn??? 2nd is Sir Raheem from Sri Lanka..ajar Basic Themes of Quran yg ni pon kene speaking gak sbb when us speak in malay, he'll said

"i'm not uderstand malay.pliz speak english"

padahal dye paham je sbb da menetap lame kt mesia ni...siap aktif kut dalam Perkim..(sir ni muallaf n his parenz still hindu)..and one thing i'm amaze about him is he cn memorize most of dalil in BTQ..very fluently..siap ngn ayt brape surah ape n surah ke brape..diri ini yg hamlatul quran pon x mmpu buat cm sir wlupon sir bkn s'org yg hafiz..

i think enough la from now..try to update my blog frequently wif new story.."Sem 2"

wallahualam~

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Bismillahirahmannirahim....

ok..this is my first time writing my own blog..so..i decide to write in english.i know tht my english is not good enough but i'll try to use it...ok..why i said like tht..huhu..this is bcoz this becoming saturday, offically i'll be iium student..and for sure english is our main language to communicate..not only during learning session but also in our daily live at campus.next...actually i kinda nervous to become university student..it's like a new world to me..really different from my high school..people said when we bcome uni student, no one will control you..you are free to do anything..no one will told you to do this and this...it depend to ourselves, how we manage our study n etc.

i just wondering why some of my friend can't get offer from upu n matriculation..this is new to me bcoz i din't hear any issue about this from my senior..nobody have tell us (junior) tht it is hard to enter the university..ok..maybe we can said tht if we get bad result (i meant only a few A's) is usual didn't get offer to continue study..but some of my friend who get 8A's,7A's n 6A's didn't get any offer..tht's why my mom said..just fill whatever the form tht you can fill..and if you get the interview, just go and make it some of our experience..and when you get the offer..choose the best base on our capability..interest is number two..

alhamdulillah..everything i fill the form after spm..i get an interview calling and pass it...but only JPA i didn't get bcoz JPA just choose full A's student..matriculation,upu (iium), Utp, Ipg..everything i apply.. i got it..when the result come out..i almost get dizzy..what should i choose to continue my studies...lastly i choose iium for a very strong reason...when i think back, i feel lucky to get 4 offer and i can choose the best compare to my friends..some of them didn't get choice..so they must accept what upu had offer to them..but some of them didn't receive any offer..in other word, they can't continue their studies in Ipta..so, they have to choose Ipts with high fees or going to middle east with FAMA scholarship...I feel pity to my friends..but what should i do to help them..huhu..

And the conclusion tht i got as spm leaver is...apply all kind of university as you can..interest no 2..don't think tht we not interest in tht course..bcoz if we didn't get offer from upu..our future is dark...don't over confidence with upu...ok..only this for now..i don't know when i'll update my blog..maybe if i've free time i''ll do this..insyaallah!!!

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