3rd day, sem 3

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Friday is the last day for Add and Drop session. I woke up from bed with liitle bit dizzy and warm.perhaps,i've cry a lot for last couple days. Actually, i didnt planned to see AA today as i getting give up. i get ready myself by 8.30 am although my class start by 10am. I asked FH if she can accompany to AMF Hall. ni pegi sbb mdm math yg beria2 suruh tukar grup.she said just try again. ya..my math mdm was right.i went  to math counter and asked if i can changed my group.she said yes.i was very happy.but i've...

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2nd day, sem 3

Bismillahirahmanirrahim... Again..my lecturer suggest to me to change my group.she said tht she understand if i'm not feeling comfortable with the guys..owh ya..this morning, i headed to AMF Hall where AA was there.the result was negative.i still have to stay with my group. Luckily, for pyhsics, another 2 sisters coming as they add fz 2.but for physics only.my happiness just for a while.i keep telling myself tht Allah want to teach me something.must be a Hikmah for all of this. *And (the unbelievers) plotted and planned, and Allah too planned,...

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1st day, sem 3

Bismillahirahmanirrahim... starting this sem with a little doubt..as i'm the only sister in class..ya..really.. this morning,i try to be positive. i step into class as nobody in class.i'm waiting for lecturer..then,brothers keep coming.i didnt feel nervous or scary at all bcoz i already know all the brothers.yet,they are the same brothers during short sem. lecturer is coming and we taaruf as usual.what cn i said tht,this lecturer "sgt bekeng"..from her face and her talk prove my theory. return from class, fh has waiting me.we had planned to...

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kematian itu pasti

bismillahirahmanirrahim.. dgn nikmatNya..aku ingin menulis... Seringkali kte  menyebut bahawa kte rindu kn kmatian namun cukupkah psediaan kte untuk mhadapinya??? klu saya betulkn persepsi bahawa kte sharusnya takut akn kmatian..YA..TAKUT AKAN KEMATIAN!!  knape?? bcoz takut sebab banyak nye t/jawab yg x terlaksana..t/jawab dgn Allah,Rasulullah,parenz,siblings,murabbi,quran dan ummah..yes..i'm afraid of death.. analogi yg serba ringkas: spt kte nk exam..b4 melangkah ke dewan tue..mst timbul bbagai perasaan..cuak, neves n etc..sbb...

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